Sam and Emma: A Love Story in Emails - 14 - Emma Remains Overwhelmed by Events
From: Emma Landauer
To: Sam T.
February 16, 2006
My Dear Sam,
I am sorry that I have not written to you sooner. By the time I get home every night I am exhausted. And then the next morning I start the whole crazy routine all over again. I need to read your last emails again. I just skimmed through them.
Work is not much better. A new person has just started working at the clinic and so she is the current person who tops the shit list my boss uses to find her most recent victim. However, I am still very near the top of the list and I catch a lot of hell still, just not as much.
Am not going to the gym anymore. It is very difficult to escape the demands being made on me. I do so very miss going to the gym, as it gave me a way to work off my tensions.
Sam, the reason that we had a place to go where it felt a lot better than the rest of our day was that we had each other. Here I am alone and you are one of the few people in my life who didn't expect me to be someone other than I am. I don't very much like who I am. But you always liked being with me. You have always loved me just as I am, and I know that sometimes I can be a very difficult person. Sam, my precious Sam, you are one of a kind.
Please keep writing me. It keeps me going on really bad days.
Love and Kisses,
Emma
To be continued...
To: Sam T.
February 16, 2006
My Dear Sam,
I am sorry that I have not written to you sooner. By the time I get home every night I am exhausted. And then the next morning I start the whole crazy routine all over again. I need to read your last emails again. I just skimmed through them.
Work is not much better. A new person has just started working at the clinic and so she is the current person who tops the shit list my boss uses to find her most recent victim. However, I am still very near the top of the list and I catch a lot of hell still, just not as much.
Am not going to the gym anymore. It is very difficult to escape the demands being made on me. I do so very miss going to the gym, as it gave me a way to work off my tensions.
Sam, the reason that we had a place to go where it felt a lot better than the rest of our day was that we had each other. Here I am alone and you are one of the few people in my life who didn't expect me to be someone other than I am. I don't very much like who I am. But you always liked being with me. You have always loved me just as I am, and I know that sometimes I can be a very difficult person. Sam, my precious Sam, you are one of a kind.
Please keep writing me. It keeps me going on really bad days.
Love and Kisses,
Emma
To be continued...
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