Sam and Emma: A Love Story in Emails - 13
From: Sam T.
To: Emma Landauer
Date: February 9, 2006
My Dearest Em,
My heart is breaking. I love you so much and I want so much to be able to help you get through this. But I am of little help to you except for being an emotional lifeline you can grab onto, when you feeling desparate and about to drown.
Somehow, you have to reach deep inside yourself and find strength to fight back. Giving in to this woman will only make your problems worse. Over time you will be digging yourself into a deeper and deeper hole and then it will be even more difficult to get yourself out of this situation. If I had the money, I would send it to you so you could just quit the job. I can't and I feel so very badly that I cannot do more for you.
My love, if you can, put feelers out and see if you can get a job somewhere else. Or maybe, contact your parents and see if maybe they can provide you some short term financial help until you can find another clinic to work at. Whatever it is going to take it, do it. Your sanity and your health are going to suffer if you continue to stay there.
Try to find a few moments each day and create a time and place for yourself where it doesn't hurt to be there, like it was for us when you were here. Create that island in time and space for yourself, so that you can recover from the emotional battering you are receiving every day. If that is not something you think will work for you, figure out a strategy to accomplish that that will work for you.
For what it is worth, I think about you every day. I wonder what you are doing and how you are. My love for you is constant and unfailing.
Please be kind to yourself and take care of yourself. I miss you very much.
With the greatest love and affection,
Your Sam
To be continued...
To: Emma Landauer
Date: February 9, 2006
My Dearest Em,
My heart is breaking. I love you so much and I want so much to be able to help you get through this. But I am of little help to you except for being an emotional lifeline you can grab onto, when you feeling desparate and about to drown.
Somehow, you have to reach deep inside yourself and find strength to fight back. Giving in to this woman will only make your problems worse. Over time you will be digging yourself into a deeper and deeper hole and then it will be even more difficult to get yourself out of this situation. If I had the money, I would send it to you so you could just quit the job. I can't and I feel so very badly that I cannot do more for you.
My love, if you can, put feelers out and see if you can get a job somewhere else. Or maybe, contact your parents and see if maybe they can provide you some short term financial help until you can find another clinic to work at. Whatever it is going to take it, do it. Your sanity and your health are going to suffer if you continue to stay there.
Try to find a few moments each day and create a time and place for yourself where it doesn't hurt to be there, like it was for us when you were here. Create that island in time and space for yourself, so that you can recover from the emotional battering you are receiving every day. If that is not something you think will work for you, figure out a strategy to accomplish that that will work for you.
For what it is worth, I think about you every day. I wonder what you are doing and how you are. My love for you is constant and unfailing.
Please be kind to yourself and take care of yourself. I miss you very much.
With the greatest love and affection,
Your Sam
To be continued...
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